"The Dead Artisan, The New Artist" (Self​-​Destruction for Re​-​Invention)

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Everything i create is for you.

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released 28 September 2013

All songs/lyrics written by S.Burrow
For song credits, click on individual tracks
Additional mastering on all tracks: Adam Gabourie a.k.a. The First Seed

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Track Name: Make Me Disappear
So much
I need so much
So much is clear
So many times i tried to separate this, separate my life
So many times i disappeared
Come and make me disappear
It's my fault faces flaunted one who'd be so detached
Alone and full of revenge
Mystified and newer
Wearing makeup that has already started to fade
I'm just glorified manure
Under the covers, glamorous, so modest...
So cold
Come and make me disappear
It's my fault faces flaunted one who'd be so detached
Alone and full of revenge
Alone
Track Name: Trephining
Petrified like wood washed on shore and dried out
Withered and burnt
Leaves grow dried out, here we all do
Taken outside
Caught beneath me
I don't deny it
I won't deny it's all beneath me
Underneath me, cause it brings me down
Safe as hardened, miniscule leaks
Caving under a plethora of exaustions
Lessons are endearing
Waiting till the summer's gone to make the same mistakes
She's hot like lava, but only in a lamp
She's a sunspot, and our love is solar fusion
Sheep stand alone on this woven, sacrificial row
They're no different from me
We both can't sleep with no heart attack
It's less decieving to number all your lovers:
1) Destroyed and 2) Nonchalant
These holes will release me
I will be with you again
Track Name: Why Do It Over?
Why Do It Over?
Systematic changes in our lives make you cry
You don't have to say a little lie to solve it all
Everybody's mashing our rights, who gives them the fucking rite?
Give me one more kiss and i could die happy
I'm waiting for the day that you will say that you and i will never be ok
Why Do It Over?
Track Name: Murdered
All i feel is murdered
Whatever happened to the love of a beautiful smile?
All i see is murdered
What do you think i'll do?
I'll murder you, then i'm coming for everyone else
It's coming around to the greater youth
It's coming around right back to you
All i hear is murdered, but my ears just tune out all the crying victim babies
Dead or diseased, what do they mean to me?
It's coming around to the greater youth
It's coming around right back to you
Seeing as you can't answer why silence is gold
Don't
It's time you made your point
It's coming around to the greater youth
It's coming around right back to you
Track Name: Pristine Again
Idiosyncrasies dishevel and abandon
Unnaturally fusing phosphorescence, circumstance
Self-dissected satisfaction
Pristine again, if only on the surface
But what about the core?
Just because i don't ask for help, doesn't mean that i don't need it
Track Name: I'm Not Alive
It's so weak when you moan, that's why i'm laughing
Wear a wig to your prom cause you don't wanna be a man anyway
I'm not alright, i'm not ok, so don't make it
I'm not alive
Wear a wig to your prom, that's why i'm laughing
It's so weak when you moan cause you don't wanna be a man anyway
I'm not alright, i'm not ok, so don't make it
I'm not alive
Track Name: Just Like Suicide
Look into my lie
You could never see
Grab me by the neck
I don't wanna be in a house that's burning down with nowhere else to go
Family says i'm not
How the hell would they know?
Tell me that i'm wrong
You were never right
I could only weigh it
Just like suicide
They come to me in dreams and don't know what to do
If you only knew that i really hate you
Tell me that i'm wrong
You were never right, right?
I could only wait
Just like suicide
They've come to take my lie
They're gonna take yours too
If you could only see that i really hate you
Just like suicide now?
No
Track Name: Big Black Lies
Corporation (Network Bullshit), Genocide (we take the fall), Propaganda (who`s the liar), Eyes on eyes. Fake Libido (Sex Sells), Family Ties (2.5 Kids), Television (mind Enslavement) Tells you what`s inside: BIG BLACK LIES. Anti-Fascist (Vote or Die), Anti-Bored (50% off), Education closed the door. Inter-Network (Post-Sub-Human), Lustful Eyes (She said she loved me), Mass consumption gives you what you want: BIG BLACK LIES. Forceful submission has made you blind. You`re not a martyr, you died.
Track Name: Anything But Love
You ask me: "What's sexy?"
Sex is sexy. Anything but love.
You tell me: "You're crazy!"
Go on hate me. Anything but love.
Pump your entertainment up with love
Hide behind the shadow of your love
A trophy to mock me
Dead completely
Anything but love
Reduce me to nothing
World above me, buried by your love
Pump your entertainment up with love
Hide inside the shadow of your love
Uncover all the truth behind your love
Let me down
Tell me that it's anything but love
Track Name: It Was Me
I killed a man, and it was me
Lies 'a' plenty
Conceptualize the reason you stopped and stared
Look at yourself man
You let her go and now you're saying to yourself "I killed a man, and it was me"
Don't recant your lies
There's no reason
Just looked in your eyes, you're so goddamn sexy
Oh baby i tried
The greatest sin was contraception
Ambiguous as your addiction
Why'd you have to lie?
Why'd i have to lie?
I killed a man, and it was me
Track Name: Fire Into The Dark
So what you want now is proof?
Well it's all there, everything you need to justify how you could give up
But your lie was always there, i just never let on
As long as i had you, you could do whatever
But i want you to know that i knew, that i don't care
I'd give anything for you to tell me that i'm needed, that you need me to hold your hand, that you miss the way my lips feel on your skin, that you love me more than anyone
I'm not running from you now
I can't just leave you alone
If you cover up my eyes i'll just fire into the dark
So now you've gone and moved on, and left everything you were and everything we could have been
My heart was ill-prepared, it will always hold on
Waiting for the day that you and i will be together
But i want you to know that i do understand
I wish that you would see me, see me for who i am
Don't just judge me by the things that i've done wrong
My dirt could bury anyone
I'm not running from you now
I can't just leave you alone
If you cover up my eyes i'll just fire into the dark