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"The Dead Artisan, The New Artist" (Self​-​Destruction for Re​-​Invention)

by BingeNinja

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1.
So much I need so much So much is clear So many times i tried to separate this, separate my life So many times i disappeared Come and make me disappear It's my fault faces flaunted one who'd be so detached Alone and full of revenge Mystified and newer Wearing makeup that has already started to fade I'm just glorified manure Under the covers, glamorous, so modest... So cold Come and make me disappear It's my fault faces flaunted one who'd be so detached Alone and full of revenge Alone
2.
Trephining 05:03
Petrified like wood washed on shore and dried out Withered and burnt Leaves grow dried out, here we all do Taken outside Caught beneath me I don't deny it I won't deny it's all beneath me Underneath me, cause it brings me down Safe as hardened, miniscule leaks Caving under a plethora of exaustions Lessons are endearing Waiting till the summer's gone to make the same mistakes She's hot like lava, but only in a lamp She's a sunspot, and our love is solar fusion Sheep stand alone on this woven, sacrificial row They're no different from me We both can't sleep with no heart attack It's less decieving to number all your lovers: 1) Destroyed and 2) Nonchalant These holes will release me I will be with you again
3.
Why Do It Over? Systematic changes in our lives make you cry You don't have to say a little lie to solve it all Everybody's mashing our rights, who gives them the fucking rite? Give me one more kiss and i could die happy I'm waiting for the day that you will say that you and i will never be ok Why Do It Over?
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Murdered 04:35
All i feel is murdered Whatever happened to the love of a beautiful smile? All i see is murdered What do you think i'll do? I'll murder you, then i'm coming for everyone else It's coming around to the greater youth It's coming around right back to you All i hear is murdered, but my ears just tune out all the crying victim babies Dead or diseased, what do they mean to me? It's coming around to the greater youth It's coming around right back to you Seeing as you can't answer why silence is gold Don't It's time you made your point It's coming around to the greater youth It's coming around right back to you
5.
Idiosyncrasies dishevel and abandon Unnaturally fusing phosphorescence, circumstance Self-dissected satisfaction Pristine again, if only on the surface But what about the core? Just because i don't ask for help, doesn't mean that i don't need it
6.
It's so weak when you moan, that's why i'm laughing Wear a wig to your prom cause you don't wanna be a man anyway I'm not alright, i'm not ok, so don't make it I'm not alive Wear a wig to your prom, that's why i'm laughing It's so weak when you moan cause you don't wanna be a man anyway I'm not alright, i'm not ok, so don't make it I'm not alive
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Look into my lie You could never see Grab me by the neck I don't wanna be in a house that's burning down with nowhere else to go Family says i'm not How the hell would they know? Tell me that i'm wrong You were never right I could only weigh it Just like suicide They come to me in dreams and don't know what to do If you only knew that i really hate you Tell me that i'm wrong You were never right, right? I could only wait Just like suicide They've come to take my lie They're gonna take yours too If you could only see that i really hate you Just like suicide now? No
8.
Corporation (Network Bullshit), Genocide (we take the fall), Propaganda (who`s the liar), Eyes on eyes. Fake Libido (Sex Sells), Family Ties (2.5 Kids), Television (mind Enslavement) Tells you what`s inside: BIG BLACK LIES. Anti-Fascist (Vote or Die), Anti-Bored (50% off), Education closed the door. Inter-Network (Post-Sub-Human), Lustful Eyes (She said she loved me), Mass consumption gives you what you want: BIG BLACK LIES. Forceful submission has made you blind. You`re not a martyr, you died.
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You ask me: "What's sexy?" Sex is sexy. Anything but love. You tell me: "You're crazy!" Go on hate me. Anything but love. Pump your entertainment up with love Hide behind the shadow of your love A trophy to mock me Dead completely Anything but love Reduce me to nothing World above me, buried by your love Pump your entertainment up with love Hide inside the shadow of your love Uncover all the truth behind your love Let me down Tell me that it's anything but love
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It Was Me 02:39
I killed a man, and it was me Lies 'a' plenty Conceptualize the reason you stopped and stared Look at yourself man You let her go and now you're saying to yourself "I killed a man, and it was me" Don't recant your lies There's no reason Just looked in your eyes, you're so goddamn sexy Oh baby i tried The greatest sin was contraception Ambiguous as your addiction Why'd you have to lie? Why'd i have to lie? I killed a man, and it was me
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So what you want now is proof? Well it's all there, everything you need to justify how you could give up But your lie was always there, i just never let on As long as i had you, you could do whatever But i want you to know that i knew, that i don't care I'd give anything for you to tell me that i'm needed, that you need me to hold your hand, that you miss the way my lips feel on your skin, that you love me more than anyone I'm not running from you now I can't just leave you alone If you cover up my eyes i'll just fire into the dark So now you've gone and moved on, and left everything you were and everything we could have been My heart was ill-prepared, it will always hold on Waiting for the day that you and i will be together But i want you to know that i do understand I wish that you would see me, see me for who i am Don't just judge me by the things that i've done wrong My dirt could bury anyone I'm not running from you now I can't just leave you alone If you cover up my eyes i'll just fire into the dark

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released September 28, 2013

All songs/lyrics written by S.Burrow
For song credits, click on individual tracks
Additional mastering on all tracks: Adam Gabourie a.k.a. The First Seed. Cover photo by Mai Ismail

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BingeNinja Toronto, Ontario

BRAND NEW video for LYS: youtu.be/UnrKV6SzVXg

“Carry Me Under” youtu.be/g7v0c9GLINg

"Fall Hard" youtu.be/iQ30TPAQpmI
"Run Underwater" www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwkGAg0x1YE

"Destiny" www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUFgBwQNg0Y

"Don't Lie" www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxsoqYOveoc

"Exude Me" www.youtube.com/watch?v=WgtsNKeReXI

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